Vagrant..of love.

Sunday, January 27, 2008

@ 9:50 PM

i notice my post are always very short. i will try to write down what happened everyday on my diary before i post on saturdays.
or Sundays.

leaving footsteps..

@ 9:16 PM

i'd thought about it.

i ought to give you some space.

i have been disturbing you for a year now.

i should be studying for exams even for the one 2 years and 6 months later.

love is something that messes up your life.

your priorities.

After O's.

monday was ...weird,i saw something.

same as last week.

house practice then,choir.
we were singing this italian or french song...seriously i don't know....
sung by josh groban and charlotte church(woots x2)
Ms khor let us hear the other version sung by her student.
very nice vocals.

Tuesday p.e
was trying to make mr harrie look bad.
success. i think.
he knew i was making him look bad.
didn't say a thing.
just punished me for not wearing p.e pants.

Like a fool

wednesday
was well ok went practicing pull ups...
and like always i stopped halfway cause my arm hurt.
stupid arm.
guess i will need loads of protein powder.
at least i can do 15 push ups at one go now.
couldn't do 5 last year...

Thursday
recess was fun.
why?
cause i wedgied daryl law XD
me,daryl chang/chiuwe
ran after we wedgied him
haha rofl.

Friday...pissed off two ppl today

Hong yi was the first.
then hyun su
why...because...i was grumpy that day...
VERY

wahhhhhhh tired sleepy i go sleep liao
bye

BOOYA

leaving footsteps..

Friday, January 18, 2008

@ 11:29 PM

i spoke to her.

she ignored me.

nothing more.

Monday also known as choir day.

But we had alexandra house practice wow

kinda cool being a sports leader.

when house practice ended

i went for choir..

we sang CNY songs...
.....

Tuesday

hmmm feels kinda weird without jamal

the stand in teacher sucks man...

whole lesson was just showing off by the other group students...

Like.
HELLO?!

this is a guitar lesson!!!!

not a "show off your skills lesson"

wf...

Wednesday...

i'm quitting guitar lessons...

man they suck.

the fee is EX
and i learn so little...

every lesson.

i'm going yamaha man...

Thursday When horny guys.

GET MORE horny...

cause it's sex education...

i mean the teachers are teaching general knowledge...

yes,yes we know that we ain't allowed to have sex.

D'UH

I mean who the hell wants it?!(let's see Tian Yu,Wan yong lee)

STUPID DUMB ***K

Friday.

wth la so sian.....

the worse thing is i got whacked because i pat a guy...
it wasn't pain man.

It's just that i had being accused.

all i meant is "man i pity you had to take care of a bunch of monkeys"

and all i get is a whack.

Damn i suck.

Saturday

hell boring i feel like a Frigging ****e(adapted from my cousin)

ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRMMMMMMMEEEEEEEOOOOOWWWW!!!!!!

leaving footsteps..

Sunday, January 13, 2008

@ 8:52 PM

"Helpless When She Smiles"

[AJ]
She keeps her secrets
In her eyes
She wraps the truth
Inside her lies
Just when I can't say
What she's done to me
She comes to me
And leads me back to paradise

She's so hard to hold
But I can't let go

[Chorus]
I'm a house of cards
in a hurricane
A reckless ride
In the pouring rain
She cuts me and the pain
Is all I wanna feel
She'll dance away just like a child
She drives me crazy
Drives me wild
But I'm helpless when she smiles

[Howie]
Oh when she smiles
When she smiles

[Brian]
Maybe I'd fight if I could
It hurts so bad
But feels so good
She opens up just like
A rose to me
When she's close to me
Anything she'd ask me to
I would

It's out of control
But I can't let go

[Repeat Chorus]

When she looks at me
I get so weak

[Repeat Chorus]

Guess i won't ever feel this if i don't open up to you?

i just can't stand your smile.

the way you bow your head down and start to do up your fringe.

the way you laugh.

All this little things.
Yet so much more that you do makes me insane.

i'll try to say hi.

on monday.

as much as i can't.

leaving footsteps..

Saturday, January 12, 2008

@ 11:36 PM

man second week of school now gone foosh like the wind...

all is left are memories.

of you walking in front of me.

and me walking 50 inches away

Something that i already know

[AJ:]
Here we are, seven days
And seven nights of empty tries
It's ritual, habitual
But it's never gonna work this time

[Brian:]
We're to the point of no return
And along the way the only thing we've learned
Is how to hurt each other

[AJ:]
I'm looking back and wondering why
It took so long to realize
That nothing's changed, it never will
All these years of standing still
And still we stay in all this pain
And nothing's gonna make it go away

[Chorus (emphasis on Nick):]
I don't wanna wait another minute
Put me out of my misery
I can read your mind baby you're not in it
And we're not what we used to be
No you wouldn't have to lie to me
If you would only let me go
And I don't wanna wait another minute to hear
Something that I already know
I know, I know, I know
Something that I already know
I know, I know, I know

[AJ:]
So save your voice
Don't waste your breath
Can't you see we're at the end
And this goodbye is permanent
So wish me well and try to forget

[Nick:]
And all the fights
And all the ways
We almost made it
But we never did
And it's finally come to this

[Repeat Chorus]

[AJ/All:]
We can not hide what we've become
So sick and tired of being numb
It's done, it's done
It's done

[Chorus II:]
I don't wanna wait another minute
Put me out of my misery
I can read your mind baby you're not in it
And we're not what we used to be
No, you wouldn't have to lie to me
If you would only let me go
And I don't wanna wait another minute to hear
Something that I already know
I know, I know, I know
Something that I already know
I know, I know, I know
Something that I already know
I know, I know, I know
I know, 'cause I know

I know.

A simple paradise i ask for will never come.

ok enough emo. time for some history

Monday was a day all of QTSS Choir members don't want to come.

well...most except for hannah.and others

It was ms Lim's farewell party.

and she wasn't there.

oh ok you are a music student i forgot.

SO??!

you wanna wear a tag for choir that goes like this:

I'm a music student and none of you are so shut up and treat me like the president.

So you wanna be the president now? too bad you're slacking way too much.

i can't even imagine what choir will be like with you as our president.

nvm.

the party was sad and everyone was taking photos.

sad i can't upload the pics cos my usb is used as a fishing rod.Literally

Tuesday was fine.

Guitar lessons in the afternoon. my second last lesson.

didn't understand what the instructor was talking bout.

where's jamal?...

Wednesday also the day when i got recognize for my moonwalking.

i've been improving on it. although i can't lift my leg up when doing it.

which is the harder way of moonwalking. what i'm doing is the easiest the basic moonwalking.

Thursday my legs feel much better when i did moonwalk for a long time.

Was showing off so yea. occasional shouts of show off could be heard.

Friday AV meeting dragged damn long cause many of us was making things difficult for si hao

our president. hong yi left after 3/4 of the meeting was done.

FOR PERSONAL REASONS LIKE ALWAYS

haiz wasted the whole of the sec 2(2008) batch wished hong yi was still sec 3 so the fun and

laughter will continue.

Saturday which is today hmm woke up at 9?9.30?

or maybe 9.45am.

around there lol kiss the wall when i woke up.

Dang!!!

man wished i slept longer.

Had a wonderful dream.

you guys/girls should know what it's about and who was in there.

currently blogging and listening to my BS boys CD

F.Y.I backstreet boys (=

hope my dream from ytd night continue from the part where tt Fishing rod clock RUIN

everything!!!

BOOYA.WAZZA

leaving footsteps..

Sunday, January 6, 2008

@ 11:13 AM

yesterday was cca fair...

was really tired so didn't blog...

i mean like come on i had to take care of some puny fucks who pisses me off every 2 seconds

enough about that...

i am stupid..i said i like her yet i ignore her at school.

i'm afraid i don't want it to happen again...

when it happen last time i felt really down...suicidal thoughts even poured in

........

fuck the suicidal thoughts,i was being stupid

...

there was once when i walk past her 04 jan thursday

she said something

but i couldn't make out what she was saying...

i think it was bout...

nvm can't be...

i will try talking to her next week.

at least try to say hi.

but.

i don't think.

i have the guts to do so.

i was thinking of asking her out during the june holidays.

i already thought of it during the dec holidays...
but she was never online when i'm online...

wanted to send her a msg yet i was afraid her parents might see it,if it was confiscated...

nvm wait till june...

but once june holidays are over it's all studies till i'm sec 4

played pool with my FRIEND(not my cousin) justin on thursday

it was a 1:3...he won 3 times...lol the first was a lucky one i do strike then tycho go in

tsjk lol

playing again...this coming thurs
playing every thursday

leaving footsteps..

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

@ 8:05 PM

A New Year,A New Beginning,......A New set of face full of pimples...

woots pimple taking over my face....wow

ai ya i go pack my bag liao...oh and if Su Yi reads this...

"Eh Suyi...i want to go back to school without and i mean WITHOUT burn marks all over the class
,i want it to be clean so don't get so worked up and start screaming over some lil jokes aye? (="

"Aye!?"

leaving footsteps..